I am an opportunist. When the time come to the time line that i planned, i hope i can adjust and execute my plan.
I want to buy land to plant palm oil. I want to breed goats. I want to have master and Phd in Chemistry. I want to have a house with a library. I want to get top 100 in a marathon and half marathon. I want to do this and that.
I have some dilemma in my life right now. I have a diverged road in a yellow wood. I cant travel both. And both lines are good. I cant explain my plan here. But my life after this is vital. Very important. Wrong in execution could cost me much. I need to calm in making decisions.
Whatever line of life that i choose, i will dedicate my life to it. Depend on how much i can endure. Life is endless war that we have to face.
Reality is bitter than what can we imagine.
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