I knew i already running from year 2010 officially. It is a heartbreaking when you know you cant afford your time and everythings to fullfill the passion that you love. It's same here in my side.
My children need attentions. I therefore cannot afford to do 4 to 5 tuition classes per week that I did last time.
Now i pull the brake to give more of my family. Extra income also depleted hence i no longer can support the logistics and transportations for my outing.
Holiday changes from sunday to friday also closed 95% hope of entering events. I really missed the camaraderie.
This heart breaking moments made me stronger. I believe i can sort everything out. 2-3 running outings, the serious one will do. I train harder because there will be one way tickets. No next month, no next races anymore.
By the way, one the other side of coin, I am enjoying family life now. Bigger tummy is not big issue since I try to do everyday.
I am back. Slow and secretly.
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